December 2010
33 posts
what happened?
i had really high expectations for myself. i dont know what went wrong down the way. since i was little, i was always made fun and called “irresponsible” and “lazy” by my family. i stepped it up once i showed them my first 4.0 in HS. that surely raised my confidence. i had dreams of going to UC’s and trying for privates,but settled with something below my...
Anticipation is killing me!
So nervous and I don’t even know why. We’ve been together for almost 4 years. How is this any different?
Shouldve cut my hair T__T
Day Nine
Two smileys that describe your life right now.
-____- zzzzzZZZZ before Friday
^______^ after Friday
it's a The Beatles kind of night
"Yeah you, got...
For Jessica →
Day Eight
Three turn ons.
I missed a day and I am bored
1) Those eyes are so striking, defiant and just so mesmerizing.
2) Infectious smiles. One smile can win me over in an instant. Damn you
3) Whispering in my ear sends chills down my spine. Nice, refreshing chills
Day Seven
Four turn offs.
1) Leaving me on skype saying she would come back but after waiting for 30 min only to have her say that she forgot about me.
2) When she does things that she doesnt approve when I do them. i.e. talking on the phone with other people when i visit, hanging out with her friends is fine but with me it becomes an issue. etc
3) Impatient.
4) Thinks she is right every time. EVERY....
10 hr work day
was so worth it, but i cant fall asleep :(
I have an urge to call u right now, but I shouldn’t. You must be busy…
On a book hunt
Gonna find and read these books as soon as I can! >:O
Douglas Coupland:
- Girlfriend in a Coma
-All Families are Psychotic
- Hey Nostradamus!
- Eleanor Rigby
- The Gum Thief
Haruki Murakami:
- Hard Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World
- Sputnik Sweetheart
- Kafka of the Shore
Ryu Murakami
- Almost Transparent Blue
ugh.....awkward moment with roommate today -__-
Day 6
Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Not gonna name people just gonna assign letters :P
L: i know its in no particular order, but u know i thought of u first. youve made me so happy these past few years, showed me love that no one else has and give me motivation. i know u are far but its ok now. this time is for u now. we will have our time in the future, so right now i will...
Day Five
Six things you wish you’d never done.
i try not to regret anything so if i think about it, i would end up regretting it. things happen for a reason, so i have to live with it.
Day Four
Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1) What ifs. Not going into detail, but I do wonder about possible scenarios, choices i could or could have made. My dreams are full of these and its just interesting to think about even though they are impossible and probably will never happen.
2) My major. Ive been doing art fr 3 years not and ive gotten used to it, but thinking back…i was always...
you looked nice today
Day Three
Eight ways to win your heart. (I’m changing to things I like in a girl)
Haha totally didnt know this was part of it. Well someone already owns it so…yeah. lol
1) I’m attracted to eyes
2) I’m also a hair guy
3) Artistic girls attract me
4) Playing video games/games with me, in a shape or form is cool. Peggle! :D
5) Doesnt mind that sometimes I actually dont have...
Day Two
9 Things about me (not too interesting)
1) I have been called tons of names: Francis, Franny, Fanny, Fran, Cis, France, Cisko, Francisco, Isko, Louie, Bonus, Bony, Louise, Franny Louise, Louisabella, Francis Louie Abuzman Bonus, Pantsless, Princess, Franana Bonana. All in all I prefer just Francis but Franny is starting to stick -_-
2) For 18 years was allergic to nuts. Thought I’d die if I ate...
Day One
Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
1) Even after all this time, I’m still amazed at what you are able to see in me.
2) I see you from time to time, and I talk to you more often now then I do with her. I’m trying really hard. Do you know? No….how could you?
3) I like how things are now with us. Please dont go all silent with me again.
4) I really like...
found this and...bored as hell
abonus:
hopefully i succeed and not fail like the others.. haha
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) Day Seven: Four turn...
i hope you dont mean it
u really caught me by surprise when u just blurted it and i really hope u didnt mean it :(
i wish that i could
wish i could say something to make you feel better
wish that a few simple phrases would just take away ur pain
wish i didnt have to hold back and let out what i should say
but if i said anymore, then id probably confuse myself again.
i just hope ur pain goes away, that u dont have to live with these awful feelings
i want to do more for u, i really do, but i feel like it’s not in my...
